The specter of insufficient
goodness haunted me all of my life. It
is what drove me first to despair and then to the cross. All my life I have longed to be good and that
longing wasn’t motivated only by the fear of an angry God. That longing
was placed in me by a Holy God, a God who was calling me, not so much to be
good, but to know how good He is.
Our Action/Consequence natures
miss that point. We have taken something
that is secondary, our moral improvement, and made it into the primary; and we
have taken who Jesus was, what he did and why he did it, which is primary, and
made that merely the Forward in the book on Christian Living. By nature we are obsessed with
ourselves. Bette Midler sums it up in my
favorite line from the movie Beaches, “But,
enough about me, let’s talk about you, what do you think of me?” It is
unnatural for us to keep our eyes focused on Jesus and what he did; we
seemingly cannot help but turn the focus back to ourselves by making
Christianity about us and what we should be doing. What do you think of me?
What does God think of me?
Will the Holy Spirit help us to become better people? Yes, he will produce fruit that grows only in the soil of relief which nothing but the gospel can supply; but, this fruit qualifies us for nothing and will never be the main storyline. Jesus alone is able to remove the burden of insufficient goodness and qualify us for salvation (Colossians 1:12). He alone is the central figure of every story; his salvation is the plotline of scripture. He alone is the author and finisher of our faith (Hebrews 12:2).
The answer to that first
question is, what others think of me is not my concern; and the answer to the
second question is not based, in any part, on what I am or am not doing. It is
based solely on the doing and dying of Jesus Christ. If I have been made alive with Christ, when I
was nothing but dead in my transgressions (Ephesians 2:1,5; Colossians 2:13)
then the answer is firmly “This is my beloved son/daughter in whom I am well
pleased.” Period. End of story.
Wait for it…wait for
it…Nope. There is no “But”.
And you know what? We can’t stand
that there’s no “But”! It drives us crazy because we know there should be one. It drives us crazy because each one of us has
an understanding of what good is, that we aren’t it, and that we
should be. Romans 2 tells us that God
put that knowledge in everyone, whether we claim to believe in God or not. We all know at some level that we are not
good enough, and we’re right! That knowledge is meant to show us our true
condition and lead us to the only hope, which is Christ.
Christ is supposed to be the
whole book, from title page to the epilogue and footnotes. But we want to fill the book with
ourselves. We want the story to be, “I once
was bad but now I’m good” instead of, “I once was dead, but now I’m alive with
Christ” Even worse, we want to take “now I’m alive with Christ” and make that mean
“now I’m good because God is giving me the power to be good”.
The reason I say that’s even
worse is because we can feel proud about giving God the credit for how good we
have become, when the fact of the matter is, we might be somewhat better, but
we aren’t enough better that we ought to feel proud about giving God the
credit! And if we think our improvement is something to parade around, we’re
like the Hans Christian Anderson story with the naked Emperor who was
hoodwinked into believing he had on a fine set of clothes; or the Laodicean
Church which Jesus himself rebuked:
“‘I
know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold
or hot! So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot
nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth. For you say,
I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing, not realizing that you are
wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. I counsel
you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white
garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may
not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and
repent.” Revelation 3:15-19
Notice that Jesus
begins by saying he knows their works.
Here’s the problem with their works, if they had been on fire with the
Good News of the finished work of Christ on their behalf, Jesus would have seen
their works as “hot”. If they were not
on fire because of Jesus, it would be better if they just sat on their hands
and kept their mouths shut. Then, at
least, their works would be virtually non-existent, and not much damage would
be done. In that respect, Jesus would
have seen them as cold. But,
instead, they were lukewarm and so disgusting that Jesus wanted to spit them
out like you would a big bite of rotten food.
Their problem was
that they were parading around their riches, showing off how they had prospered
and were no longer in need. Do you see
it? They had lost touch with their need
of a Savior! They were proud of their
goodness. If we accept the Action/Consequence
version of the Christian life, the Holy Spirit will help us to become better
and better so that there will be fewer sins for the blood of Jesus to cover as
we grow, consequently we will need Jesus less and less. Some churches teach
that we can and should reach a point in our lifetime where we no
longer need a mediator at all!
But what does
Jesus say? These people were now so proud of their riches, how they had prospered, that
they did not realize they were actually wretched, pitiable, poor blind and
naked. They were deluded in regard to
their own goodness; so deluded that Jesus told them they needed gold refined by
fire. 1 Peter 1:7 tells us this represents
the trials which come to test the genuineness of our faith, meaning our faith in Jesus, and that is what makes us truly rich. Jesus then said they needed white
garments—which are nothing but the robe of Christ’s righteousness—so that they
would have real clothing and the shame of their nakedness could not be seen. And finally, Jesus told them they needed eye
salve, which would enable them to see their true condition. Jesus was talking
to a church here, not some group of heathens. He reminded them that he loved
them, and sometimes needs to rebuke and discipline those he loves. He told them they needed to zealously repent
of their belief in their own sufficiency.
Because we know we aren’t good enough even though we
should be, Action/Consequence expects Christianity to be about making us good. But Christianity is not about that. Jesus didn’t come to die so that the Holy
Spirit would then be able to help us become good enough. Christianity has always been about how Christ
came to be good enough, specifically because we weren’t and never could be, regardless of how much help we received. Will the Holy Spirit help us to become better people? Yes, he will produce fruit that grows only in the soil of relief which nothing but the gospel can supply; but, this fruit qualifies us for nothing and will never be the main storyline. Jesus alone is able to remove the burden of insufficient goodness and qualify us for salvation (Colossians 1:12). He alone is the central figure of every story; his salvation is the plotline of scripture. He alone is the author and finisher of our faith (Hebrews 12:2).
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